Once bitten, twice shy... not anymore...!

After a long hiatus and long hours of deliberation to decide the fate of my sanctuary, i'm finally back. Not that anyone was really waiting with bated breath for the floodgates to open, but whatever.

Although I havent really written anything since my last post (i'm not into not posting my writings), a lot of things have changed. And whatever I've written has been for some objective, or for some premeditated reason - so unlike blogging, which is writing down one's whims, one's fancy and all that jazz that cant be explained by reasoning. Writing as a tech editor for the recently launched NOW Magazine will never give the creative satisfaction that blogging could give. And yet its not for creative satisfaction alone that i used to or will blog. There were so many things this place gave me that nobody else could. It opened me up as a person, and taught me to lay myself bare to all and sundry, without worrying too much about the reactions. It feels like I'd improved and reached a pinnacle in my writing skills with blogging- which culminated as a 6 on 6 in GMAT essays. It gave me new friends - some of the best people i've ever known. And it gave me a patient ear when there was no1 else who'd listen - and just a mention of this fact can never do enough justice to it.

How can I then just abandon it and leave it to rot? How could I have even though of pushing the delete button? Even though I dont have much or almost no time in my posession, I wanna keep this place alive with all that I have to give. I dont know what the future will be like, and something tells me I'm gonna need this place real bad some day.

I'm out of college and there's a whole new world is waiting out there with a whole new bunch of experiences - in different cities, under different skies. All of it worth capturing in my journal, my blog - coz if tomorrow never comes, I dont wanna be swept away into unwritten pages of history... Atleast some1 will live on to tell my story, and maybe even say the things that I never could n never would!!

6 comments:

Creation said...

"Not that anyone was really waiting with bated breath for the floodgates to open..."

Sure about that?

I'm positive you know someone who was!

Whatever you do, just don't hit the delete button, ever! It would be like waking up one day to see that not only your much-loved neighbours have gone, they've somehow managed to extirpate the house as well. Just. Don't. Do. It!

You cannot guess how happy I am... okay maybe you can.. but whatever! You're back!
Whoopiee!!

Aupsy-The cOOlest One!! said...

Whoopiee... i really hope i can carry it forward from here, and add some more posts!! (in short, be a good neighbour) :D

Anonymous said...

:)

Prianca said...

Nice blog.
It's the first one i came across where the writer is not announcing dumping their blog all of a sudden, only to come back again later.......on their whims and fancies.
good u love your blog, coz it deserves just that! :)

Aupsy-The cOOlest One!! said...

@prianca
thanx... though i just wish i could be like those people in the way they atleast write several posts after their proverbial return to blogging!! my account is still zilch!!

Anonymous said...

Keep posting stuff like this i really like it

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